Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Letter

I did something I regret. I sent a letter to my (ex)husband that I really shouldn't have sent. It's not that the feelings I discussed in the letter aren't true, but they aren't nice and it wasn't necessary. What I needed to say to him could have been said over the phone, or differently in a letter. But I allowed a particular sentence - something about counting him among the dead in my life - into the letter, and that's just hateful. Now I feel badly and I'm not looking forward to the moment he reads those words.

Smivey, regret sucks.